"my summer was terrible i became a full time carer to my dad very briefly then he diedit was even worse than thati'd like to share that our public health and social services are completely drained of resourcesright now is not a good time to be both ill and pooryou'd be better just picking one of the twothe people i dealt with were often very aggressivebut in a mannered waybut the treatment was ultimately inhumaneby the time you find yourself a situation like this you will not be in the right frame of mind to deal with the complex game you are playing and you will be taken advantage ofmy dad died on may 28th and i started work on these songs a week or two lateri made a nice setup for oncecello by the windowheadstock on the glass3 guitars on the floor2 mics taped together with parcel tapethe laptop was running windowsa couple songs are old but most are automatic writingit was done on the flythe lyrics aren't as deep as the circumstances would make you thinksome songs are meant to be circlessome are meant to be straight linesi was experimenting"