Fk This!Oil on canvas board, 50 x 50 cm.Some visions arrive quietly. This one did not. The energy in this painting - raw, expressive, unapologetically direct - reflects the emotional charge that certain waking dream states carry: not the soft dissolve of a half-remembered image but something loud and immediate, demanding to be painted before it disappears. The title is the honest response to that demand.Painted rapidly in oil on a 50 x 50 cm canvas board, capturing the gestural energy of the original state before it could be refined away.Ryan Louder is a London-based painter with a clinically verified neurological condition - narcolepsy with non-REM intrusion - that causes waking dream states in which vivid, fully-formed visions are experienced while conscious. These paintings are not imagined; they are observed and recorded in real time as each vision unfolds. Every work carries a provenance that is medically documented and historically rare: the direct visual testimony of a dreaming, waking mind.Original oil painting. One of a kind. Certificate of authenticity included.These are not hand-signed versions and come direct from Ryan Louder's preferred printer.
